I had a massage today so i have some feeling back in my arms again! This doctor prescribed my mom some muscle relaxants and extra strength because she's been having the same sort of issues, so she let me have some of hers last night. That seems to have helped too. However the last two days have been spent in a very drowsy state. I'm hoping by tomorrow, the stiffness will have gone down.
So I think I'm just going to spend tonight here as well. Far too tired to go anywhere or do anything. NO middle eastern dance-all night extravaganza for meeeeeeeeeeeee. :( I was so psyched about that too.

Things to do:
Pay rent
Buy books for fiction writing class
Get a massage b/c i'm so stiff to the point that i'm starting to lose feeling in my arms (eep)
Clean my room
SLEEP


I start classes this tuesday. Other than that, nothing really interesting going on. Saw MI 3 with Matt yesterday. Tom Cruise may be crazy but it is still super-awesome watching him running around as a secret agent and blowing up things.

Tonight i'm going home. I look forward to eating food that i didn't have to buy or microwave.

There was a middle eastern/belly dancing/hookah thing i wanted to go to tomorrow. It's in Morrisville but other than that i have NO idea where it is. Does anyone know? I saw a flier for it at the Mediterranean Deli.

I feel so restless. Is this all that life is? Work or school? Where's the fun part in between.

I don't like being an adult.

myspacebarishavingtroubleworkingduetomyownstupidity.

Ihatemylaptop.

What a fantastic day.

Had horrible cramps all day long. Got my period again for the third time in a month. Realized I did not have my wallet...hopefully it's at John's, because it has my apartment key on it. Felt so bad that I left work early. Stepped outside and noticed that it was raining and that i had no umbrella. Waited for the bus in the cold. Got on the bus. Got off the bus and slipped on the sidewalk and fell. And i'm sure it's only going to get better! YES.

I seriously feel like I’m on the brink of passing out. Stupid period isn’t going away and on top of that it’s really heavy so I’m left with no energy and a constant feeling of blah. If it continues like this for another week I’ll call the doctor…they’ll probably just need to give me a different type of birth control to regulate my horribly unbalanced hormones.

Yesterday I didn’t go to work because my cramps were so bad and I felt so wiped out.

Today I woke up late, missed the bus by a matter of seconds, didn’t get into work until like 10:30. This job I have at the moment lasts until…the end of the month or so. What was supposed to happen was after this job, I would have moved to another temporary position within the same department. But when I came to work today, Trina (the lady in charge) told me that since they’re adding some other duties to the position available, they won’t be needing me as a temp. They *may* need me over the summer but it’s uncertain.

I hate uncertainity.

And I need to find another job fast.

Today’s not a good day.

My new song obsession at the moment:

Verse 1:
Gold lion is
Gonna tell me where the light is
Gold lion is
Gonna tell me where the light is
Take our hands
Out of control
Take our hands
Out of control

Verse 2:
Now tell me what you saw
Tell me what you saw
There was a crowd in scene
Inside, outside
I must have done of dozen each
It was a hide
I threw the weight
The shell was crushing you
I been around a few
Tell me what you saw
I'll tell you what to


Chorus:
Ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo
Aww, ooo
Ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo
Ooo, ooo
Aww, aww


Verse 3:
Outside, inside
This is a move without a tide
We'll build a fire in your eyes
We'll build a fire; when the covers
Getting brighter
Cold desire
Makes a move without a tide
Tell me what you saw
I'll tell you what to

I should probably get over my intense fear of driving at some point because I can't live like this forever. Unless I move to a place where I can constantly rely on public transportation which probably will not be happening any time soon.

I HATE NOT HAVING INSURANCE AND HAVING STUPID GIRL PROBLEMS.
Let's just say things aren't at their most...comfortable state.


I know i know...no one wanted to hear that.


In other news, i'm moved in! I'm in chapel hill! Finally! Come visit :)


quiz thingy:

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Sexually stunning

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SINUSES ARE EATING MY FACE.

Dizziness. Headacheyness. Overall notfeelingwellness.

Oh me. Oh my. I cannot afford to get sick at the moment.


I am going to lie down, i think.

Today will be a good day.

I am moving out for sure now. This time it's for certain. I'm taking some stuff by the apartment today. :)

I feel restless. I want to do something different. I don't like being in one place. And routine gets so...routine at times.

Anyone want to come hitchhiking with me around the country? :-p

http://www.wral.com/news/7651436/detail.html

Jesus. What the FUCK. Oh my god. And just the week before that kid died after falling out that building too...

I'm really glad everyone i know is ok.

I declared my first major as studio art today. :)

sooooooo tired.
in fact i'm so tired that i don't even know why i'm updating, i['m too tired to even finish this entry. And too tired to finish that typo i just made.
SOOOOOOOOOO
goodnight everyone.

Of montreal tomorrow, yays!


I saw Match Point with the lovely jaqueta yesterday. I still can't figure out if i like it. It's been bugging me.

I have decided to become an art major along with the english major. It's something that i know will ultimately make me happy.


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sleep zzZZZZZZZZZZZ

I'm in love:




John's new puppy, Elsy. She has got to be the cutest thing ever. :)

Today has been a pretty awesome day so far. I am energized on coffee, someone brought in yummy meatball subs today (yes i know...pretty trivial but it definitely adds to the awesomeness), and i absolutely love this weather. I know it's rainy and cloudy and rather cold. And i usually tire of it if it continues on for days. But today i liked it for some reason. I spent my lunch break taking pictures outside because i'm going to go to a developing workshop tomorrow. Hopefully they'll turn out somewhat decent. Oh oh oh! And it turns out that instead of getting paid 8 dollars an hour as they had originaly told me, i am now getting paid 9.67 an hour. :D

yay i finally got my of montreal tickets! :)

I just saw "Me, You, And Everyone We Know." What a fucking good movie. Watch it! I insist!

I can finally relate to this scene:



I want to take a bat to the computer/copier/fax machine ALL at once.

Haha my boss is so cute. I commented on her tights yesterday, saying that i liked them. They were black with gold stripes on them.
Today i come to my desk and there's a red bag on my chair that says "Merry Kissmas" on it. The "kissmas" is crossed out and underneath it she had scrawled, "valentine's". Ha! That's so something i would do. I opened the bag and she had given me a pair of the tights she was wearing yesterday.

What a fun/nice person. This is the first time in a while that i've had no qualms about the boss i've worked with.

*EDIT*

I drew this for John for valentine's day, it was quite last minute and the quality isn't that good because i took a picture of it with my camera phone but it turned out ok
It's done on this mini canvas board with pastels and markers: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/29059535/